Ch.9 Conflicted Feelings

Backwards Drama (Wmatsui)

Ch.9 Conflicted Feelings

A/N: This is a longer chapter than I expected. Prepare for the feels.

I stared at the ceiling my room dimmed. After I got home from the café, I just cried. I cried and cried until I couldn’t cry anymore. I felt numb. Empty. Everything was falling apart. I thought about Airi and Jurina. My head hurt. I was such a jerk. Jurina trusted me. She trusted me not to judge her about her past. I told her the past didn’t matter to me, yet I used it against her the first chance I got. The worst part is that it’s not even the first time. Back at then when I was mad at her in the theater room I did the exact same thing.

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Ch.9 Conflicted Feelings

Ch.7 Who I Used to Be

Backwards Drama (Wmatsui)

Ch.7 Who I Used to Be

It was so strange living outside of the city. Before it was hard to listen to rain without hearing cars outside my window, but here when it was raining that was all you could hear. I sat with my legs crossed on Rena’s bed waiting for her to bring me some hot chocolate. I offered to go with her, but she insisted I stay up here saying I was her guest. I looked down the window and smiled when I saw my window right across it. It was reassuring to know Rena was right across my room. I was the type of person that got lonely easily, but now I had a friend so close by.

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Ch.7 Who I Used to Be

Ch.6 Also known as the day I lost my best friend

Backward Drama (Wmatsui)

Ch.6 Also known as the day I lost my best friend

It’s been four days. Four days since Jurina decided to start avoiding me. At first I was upset. Then I was irritated. I didn’t do anything for her to avoid me. We weren’t that close. I know that. I understand that we’ve only known each other for a mere week, but that didn’t stop me from being annoyed. I huffed as I watched Airi and Jurina leave to have lunch in the drama room. They were laughing about something

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Ch.6 Also known as the day I lost my best friend

Backwards Drama | Ch.5 Also known as the day I found her in the rain

Backwards Drama (Wmatsui)

Ch.5 Also known as the day I found her in the rain

A storm. Why did it have to be during a storm? I shivered as the cold rain drops hit my bare skin. I regretted not bringing an umbrella with me, but then again rain was not expected today. I was running aimlessly. Where do you look for someone who is lost? She could be anywhere. Oh god why wasn’t she answering her phone dammit. Did something happen to her? The streets were flooding. Water swept into my shoes. Murky brown water was accumulating everywhere.

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Backwards Drama | Ch.5 Also known as the day I found her in the rain

Backwards Drama | Ch.4 Also known as the day my opinion didn’t matter

Backwards Drama (Wmatsui)

Ch.4 Also known as the day my opinion didn’t matter

Heavy… Something was heavy. I tried to get up, but I couldn’t. There was too much weight. I furrowed my eyebrows. My eyes fluttered open to find myself pinned down by a sleeping Jurina. My face turned beet red. Jurina somehow during the night had ended up cuddling me during the night. Her arm was wrapped around me and her head was resting in my left arm. Which I could no longer feel. Her mouth was slightly open as she slept. I suppressed a giggle. It was kind of adorable. She looked so peaceful.

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Backwards Drama | Ch.4 Also known as the day my opinion didn’t matter

Backwards Drama | Ch.3 Also known as the day I had my first sleepover

Backwards Drama (Wmatsui)

Ch.3 Also known as the day I had my first sleepover

Thursday arrived in a rush. The day of the audition. I felt bad. Daichi and I hadn’t made up yet. He didn’t show up to pick me up in the morning. I walked to school with Jurina instead. I should have made more of an effort to make up with him, but I couldn’t help it. I had the play to think about. It could wait. 

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Backwards Drama | Ch.3 Also known as the day I had my first sleepover